Today is $hitty!

yesterday was the first really shit day since Jordan got here. I am still SO mad and not even sure why it pisses me off so much. All I want is a "sorry". Yesterday Jordan went to a friends (JS)at 1pm he told us he would be home at 8:30pm that was fine till JS's mom called at 5pm to see if they were here...well they were not here and I felt (feel) like an idiot.
then this morning I go to go out and take my Ipod only to find out that the headphone jack is now wrecked. Edward talked to Jordan about not letting us know were he was and thats not why I'm upset he was home at 7pm so all was good there it just looks bad that I didn't know where my kid was. I am upset that the Ipod got wrecjed but it can be fixed Edward is good at that stuff. What really hurts is he never told me and I'm furstrated cause Edward takes his side saying maybe he doesn't know he did it. I am not in a mood that it will help to talk to Jordan I just want to sit and cry I am so frustrated with the whole situation. I love him so much but am hurt by something so small. It seems silly to be upset.

I guess I'll have to talk to him sooner or later but for now I'm going to go out for a few hours with a friend and see what happens when I get home I asked Edward to talk to Jordan while I'm gone. I will also go to aqua fit tomorrow and get some of the frustrations out.

Mom!

Family outing

today we all, my family and daycare kids went to Fort Edmonton park and boy was it fun. It was the first thing we have done that Edward came with us.

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One week down

OK we made it through one week no major problems. I am almost done school shopping so that's a bonus. We are going to Fort Edmonton park tomorrow. Just taking it day by day. We have not hit any snags thus far. I just feel so blessed. Katie is having a hard time she would like to send Jordan back to his mom she told me she doesn't want him to live here... she'll get over it we talked about why Jordan is here so hopefully she will start to understand that. Sarah is just going with the flow. Jenny seems to be doing a bit better this week no as angry anymore. Then there is Lucas he is on cloud 9 still me just loves Jordan to pieces.

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first test

went very well told to be home at 7 home before 5pm had dinner and went back out and was home before I got back with Timmies..lol Ok so far so good.
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August 1

OK Aug 1 has brought Lucas pink eye..lol Jordan is having his first and only chance to go out with his friend... Lets see what happens it is 2:17pm Edward gave him till 7pm to be home.

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