Today is $hitty!

yesterday was the first really shit day since Jordan got here. I am still SO mad and not even sure why it pisses me off so much. All I want is a "sorry". Yesterday Jordan went to a friends (JS)at 1pm he told us he would be home at 8:30pm that was fine till JS's mom called at 5pm to see if they were here...well they were not here and I felt (feel) like an idiot.
then this morning I go to go out and take my Ipod only to find out that the headphone jack is now wrecked. Edward talked to Jordan about not letting us know were he was and thats not why I'm upset he was home at 7pm so all was good there it just looks bad that I didn't know where my kid was. I am upset that the Ipod got wrecjed but it can be fixed Edward is good at that stuff. What really hurts is he never told me and I'm furstrated cause Edward takes his side saying maybe he doesn't know he did it. I am not in a mood that it will help to talk to Jordan I just want to sit and cry I am so frustrated with the whole situation. I love him so much but am hurt by something so small. It seems silly to be upset.

I guess I'll have to talk to him sooner or later but for now I'm going to go out for a few hours with a friend and see what happens when I get home I asked Edward to talk to Jordan while I'm gone. I will also go to aqua fit tomorrow and get some of the frustrations out.

Mom!